oh look
those beautiful green parrots
are back on the trees
Fluttering ceremoniously
from one branch to another
celebrating the rudiment season
- - -
they have no idea
of the predicaments of the new season....
nor do the humans
- - -
but
all these unduly authoritative notions
vulnerability, uncertainity, insecurity ,fear
are far more powerful!



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Its just a phase....

hey you ....

come on give me ur hand ....

i ll feel the way i felt it the first time...

lets be strangers once again ...

that first feel.... 

that first kiss...

that first touch ...

i miss those..

i miss that first night we spent together...

"loosen up yourself"

 you whispered in my ear....

i tried but couldn't....

you felt my body...

i felt yours...

that wasn't just a feeling...

was it ?

come and let's share the same feeling once again...

let's allow each other to breath each other once again ....

come and lets call each other once again ....

as if we never took each other's names before.....

listen...' i think i am falling for you .....'

'i think you are not the only one'

yes lets be together and lets start flying once again....

how.....these years.... phases of life...ups and downs.... 

came right in between us ....

we ..... were the strongest ones .... 

we were the faithful ones

why all that  just got vanished 

feels as if its evaporated,,,,

just..when we both got comfortable with each other.....

hey you ....

lets question each other and 

lets question to ourselves...

why we can't feel the same anymore....

i am sure its not you ...

i am sure its not me ....

its just a phase....

..... ...... ...... ..... ....... ....... ........ .........

The skin is stretched... it aches...

you don't even touch it .. it aches the way it is ...

it's painful.....

your Eyes are hurting...

dry eyes... they hurt... they get wet... doesn't make a difference... rather there's a pinch in them...

your heart is burdened.. makes your whole body feel burdened...

you breathe and realize .. it takes a lot of effort to breathe....

a silence wraps you up ...

you speak... you talk... words are no more making any sense...

 

what exactly do you want...

you question yourself... no reply comes up ...

its just a phase.. you finally conclude.... 

sometimes...

the person you fall for isn't ready to catch you .....

you fall....

you shatter....

and you keep loving that person...

with all those little pieces....

the more you are into pieces....

the more that person is loved by you....

Scribbling after 5 months....

DAMN... WTF... i feel angry, i feel bitter, i feel confused....
just when i really really wanted to write something, no to be precise, just when i wanted to be ALONE... there is so much bloody disturbance around me...its 5 in the morning, i didnt sleep... i wanted to but i couldnt... i wanted to talk to myself... i wanted to listen to myself .. but ...duh... what the hell has become my life... i just dnt know....
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stay there, dont leave
there is life out there still...
your silence makes me believe

its dark in here
this mass grave
where people are every where
each eye stares me
each person whispers something

my ears burn
my heart rushes
my body aches
but sense of paralysis
is all what i feel

the more my world is spinning fastly
the less i feel moving

and another year passes by... !!!

The very thing that brings the work to life is the thing that will cause its death....its been like that it has been taken off to another world.. it doesnt feel like destruction...it feels as if you have touched the heart of the place...thats the way of understanding....seeing something u never saw before...which was always there but you were blind to...somethin very alien to the world...
what lies below the surface, effects the surface..... I have always liked the sensation of travelling.. makes me dislocated...uprooted...and may be thats the rebel in me which appreciates this sensation...
I have never understoood the relationship of stone with the fluidity.....the continuous pursuit of the life......I have this feeling that i approach its depth the more i get to know it...the life is also in me ..............Its just the feeling of energy flowing thru all things ...
I made a relationship and took it to the extent of collapse..... and there created a beautiful balance.....Something so dramatic so intense could be so hidden..... so underneath the skin of the body...something very alien to the world...

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